taking a breather from studying. my project management professional certification exam is in less than 3 weeks. i'm finding it so difficult to concentrate though. i guess it has something to do with my eating habits and my emotional mood recently. my emotions tend to affect and sometimes consume my thoughts and also affects my eating. when something really saddens me, i tend to lose all appetite and can't eat. recently a lot of things has been on my mind about work, relationships and life. i need to forget about these areas of my life for at least 3 weeks till after this exam. say no to going out and my constant overtime work. then i will need to make some decisions and changes in these areas. i'll be ok :) i need to focus on God to give me more wisdom.
sometimes i don't know why God brought me down this path. there's gotta be some purpose in all of this. when i was younger (which seems like yesterday), i was so idealistic and not in a single thought in my mind would i have imagined where i am today in all areas of life. sometimes it does sadden me to not have achieved the dreams that i thought i would have achieved by now, but it is ok, life has never been about my happiness and there is probably a bigger picture to all this. in the back of my mind, i guess, i still hope that one day, i would get my fairytale. it's not the most important though, i can still dream when i'm asleep.
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